it's 12:14 am, on March 17, 2002 - drunk..

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There are so many things I could say.

To start, the pnis list ended up having a party tonight. I ended up mixing. They have all decided that I should be a bartender -- I could get behind that. I could deal with that. I would like that.

I'm just about ready to pass out and avoid all of this. anyway.

No matter how bad it has, I wanted you to know, I have joy. No matter what, I have joy. This is my life. I have joy, in amidst all this sadness.

I can't believe that I'm html'ing okay.

Not only that, but, as a shout-out to zar, I wanted to say, "undeserving". yes. Also, joy, because a world that has them in it, is all okay.

there's some weird noise coming from the TV.

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