it's 10:29 am, on August 03, 2007 - -.

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so, this is it, then. I have finally realized that I will not be happy. the last time I was this low, I wanted to weep and scream and moan and everything, and couldn't even swallow two pills without getting scared. now I'm just pretty numb. functional depression, I'm going to call it; functional depression, because I can fake being a person while in actual fact having nothing inside.

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