it's 9:03 pm, on January 12, 2007 - keep up.

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don't quite know how I feel tonight; found a cockroach in the bathroom and it is giving me intense anxiety about where one might turn up next. I'm not very good with change, I think I've told you - and in a week, I start a new job at the same company, attempting to learn new things.

everything is a low-level anxiety, a little bit shaky. waiting on a train. I don't know. something is making me quake inside a little, and I can't identify it. the cockroach, maybe. it's like a symbol of all the things I want to do - keep a clean house, etc. - that I actually fail at.

thinking about failing, maybe that's it. whatever. waiting on the world to change.

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