it's 9:21 pm, on May 10, 2010 - bone bruise.

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so i was trying to let archie have the last word, friends and frienemies, but let's face it: no. it's like a sickness; i see the way other people have so perfectly replaced the awkward gap i found myself in for a brief period, how they do it better, and-- nothing.

the anatomy lesson tells us the future is hopelessless. so is the past. so ok. we are hopelessness already; no matter that i am replaced.

so some stuff has happened, two of the men i love are getting married, the other two are going to get married, it's just a matter of time, and all I have is this.

dear old loves:

when you marry her, i'll send my regrets, hopeful wishes, and an expensive wedding gift. in that order.

funny story (?): i'm pretty sure they *all* have red hair.

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