it's 1:12 pm, on December 07, 2007 - -.

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still basically unwilling to forgive anything. still basically moving towards the new horizon and sweeping the footprints behind me away, and under the rug.

I'm still as angry and -- this stupid made up word from when I was sixteen keeps coming into my head, which basically we defined as "feeling something intensely, but having no way to accurately define what that feeling is: either hate or love or anxiety or fear or what. but feeling whatever it is, and so intensely that your stomach hurts." -- anyway, I feel as like that as I did last summer.

unable to forgive. unable to forgive. sorry guys, just not in my genetic makeup. and really - can I say hardly anyone has forgiven me? I suppose not entirely, but I have never ever asked them to.

stupid shenanigans. I can't wait until I am over and away.

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