it's 8:51 pm, on December 23, 2007 - -.

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addendum to last night: I'm on no one's friendslist! not even kelly has me on her default view. maybe it's a positive step.

I really am turning into someone new. The 2nd time I tried to kill myself I ended up at the hostel - did I tell this story yesterday? maybe I did. forget it. al emailed me today angry and bitter. I want to know what people think I've done in the last two years that is surprising and unlike what I've done to other people.

I looked around the hostel, and just walked out. felt nothing except resentment; no upset, no nostalgia. just resentment. fuck the jedi.

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