it's 10:44 pm, on May 27, 2010 - clockwork heart.
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i read a lot of sherlock holmes movie fic these days, and every single time it reminds me of myself and former lover(s). sherlock holmes, feels a lot and yet can be clockwork and cruel, callous, calculating emotions. arrogant. so arrogant he'll cut his nose off to spite his face. so arrogant, so stubborn, as to lose watson.
watson, inner depression, inner demons, oh so angry but also kind. the only person who can truly cut holmes to the core because he's the only one that holmes trusts in the universe. the only one that actually *sees* holmes for what he is -- just a stupid man.
putting all of that down, no wonder i hated the tv show 'house'. me and my dearoldlove always makes me think of that moment of feeling perfectly -- of knowing you've found a successful outlet for your anger, knowing you've found a way to take out the pain and heartache and frustration on someone else with the perfect words.
i feel like maybe both holmes and watson strive for that feeling a little too many times.
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"You think he'll really get cut up over something like that?" Andy muses as he gets back his marker. "Because this is Pete, you know."
"Yeah." Patrick feels serene. Coming from him, that just might jab that sucker to the quick.
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my next tattoo is going to be a vaguely steampunk slash robot design; part of it will be a tiny window into my clockwork insides.
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